Wednesday, February 15, 2023

I Want To Change My Mind!

just finished another book about the immense potential psychedelics have for therapeutic use and their ongoing suppression by a dogmatic puritanical establishment which may harbor multiple ulterior motives for their prohibition, titled ACID TEST. probably not as compelling as michael pollan's HOW TO CHANGE YOUR MIND, but very good. it's focus was mainly on the use of mdma (aka 'ecstasy') for treatment of ptsd.
i'm dying to try mdma and perhaps some other psychedelics like psylocybin but thanks to prohibition might have to travel a long way or perhaps develop a trustworthy underground contact to do so under optimal conditions in which i could be assured the drug is pure and the setting therapeutic.
i'm a very troubled individual for many reasons (living in dystopia the main one). i'm full of resentment and rage, alienated, with an uncanny ability to alienate others. i have no close friends or allies i can trust completely. a radical shift in perspective is called for, which is why i may try relocating to a place like oregon. i need something to live for and someone to love.this blog might be the closest thing i currently do that gives my life purpose, but without readers what good is it? without close friends and lover(s) life is pretty empty.link below is of rick doblin of MAPS on the lex fridman show, a 2 1/2 hour long deep discussion about the therapeutic use of psychedelics to solve very treatment resistant forms of environmentally induced psychological disturbances, like severe ptsd:https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2tUiLxtrLxk

and here's an excellent discussion on the use of psilocybin mushrooms as therapy for grief:https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XZ3WM12H2Fs

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