i've come across better critiques of the bible than this in the past. stumbled upon this one, which is good enough to warrant this post:
Monday, December 30, 2024
Sunday, December 15, 2024
truth
Saturday, November 9, 2024
dueling narratives
earlier today i heard a report on american lamestream media that israeli soccer fans had been the victims of anti semitic violence in amsterdam. later on the internet a much different narrative emerged from independent sources which claimed the israeli fans had been acting like racist hooligans, tearing down palestinian flags, chanting and singing vile things about slaughtering arabs, and had been violent themselves, backed up by video / audio evidence.
dueling narratives. who to believe?
this is a question which doesn't get near enough attention in my opinion among american progressives. of course it's highly controversial to take the stance that establishment media is a source of propaganda and misinformation, and that to be well informed one must rely upon non establishment sources, with appropriate discretion and discernment, for many independent sources are also dishonest or misinformed. which is why it's best to trust those which back up their positions with credible primary source documentation.
this is why sheeple who like myself have concluded that lamestream media is indeed untrustworthy are reluctant to assertively promote this view. it tends to promote division and alienation among those who disagree.
but without accurate honest journalism one must be either poorly informed or misinformed, and thus misopinionated. one may be brainwashed, indoctrinated without one's knowledge, as i believe a vast majority of americans are. thus i feel some obligation to try to alleviate this problem.
here's a few examples of this dueling narrative, first from an establishment source, then from a couple of others which beg to differ.
which do u believe? if it's not the establishment, are u surprised? if not, how much thought have u given to this problem? what have u done to try to fix it, and how successful have your efforts been?
if we want a better world, we need a better informed world.
have u seen this documentary from al jazeera english about the israeli palestine conflict? i think it's excellent as it includes both zionist and anti zionist views, with a focus on one particular young american jew whose views have evolved tremendously as she came to be exposed to both sides after having been exposed to only one side growing up. it's helped educate me, and is rather optimistic in outlook as it's title suggests:
Wednesday, November 6, 2024
and so it goes in dystopia...
to my unsurprise, election 2024 results: full blown fascism on the way with trump and a republican congress. this a.m., the 'journalists' of electronic corporate media are as cheerful and chirpy as ever, demonstrating their utter lack of intellect and comprehension. and so it goes in dystopia... i'm sure i've posted this 'dumb americans' carlin link before, but it bears repeating:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KLODGhEyLvk
i can understand why progressives balk at supporting a political party whose only claim to virtue is that they're not as bad as the other 'electable' party. what i can't understand is why they don't abandon that party en masse in favor of an 'unelectable' party that does in fact represent their values and views.
i can't understand why anyone supports donald trump or the republican party. i think it can only be attributed to ignorance, stupidity, and insanity, of which there apparently is an abundance in dystopia.
for anyone who has ever wondered what it was like to live under a fascist dictatorship, i fear many of us may be about to find out.
Thursday, October 31, 2024
sex and shame / my dystopian existence
my whole life i've been made to associate sex with shame, at least publicly. privately, i'm only ashamed (now that i'm old and have learned a lot) that i'm so powerless to do anything about my own oppression, or that of my whole species.
now i see that the association of shame with sex is totally artificial, a human construct, created i'm quite sure as a tool of social control.
one of the things about this that bothers me the most now is how isolated it makes me feel that i seem to be the only sherson i know who sees this. that, and the fact that so many sheeple seem to totally buy into the oppression, the shame, the whole notion that sex, outside of that which is socially approves (i.e. legal or 'moral') is shameful or sinful and ought to be illegal, ought to be punished, that those who engage in it ought to be ostracicized, as america now does, by labelling such sheeple 'sex offenders'. it's the scarlet letter of modernity.
it pains me particularly to know that many (most?) 'progressives' don't support me on this issue.
i think about moving but where would i go? i'm sure there are some places that are less repressive and hypocritical than america, but i think it's an aspect of civilization / dystopia to associate sex with shame as a means of oppression of the masses. and civilization has spread it's ugly tentacles across pretty much the whole of the inhabitable world. i've done research to find that even going out to sea doesn't legally free one from the long arm of someone's 'law'. if it was possible to do so, no doubt there would be innumerable ships out at sea that cater to various 'vices' openly, and would thrive doing so, as i'm sure they would be very profitable.
this oppression starts with the raising of children. it's considered ok to spank them, to emotionally and psychologically abuse them (which includes instilling sexual shame and fear of punishment for being sexual)... but it's definitely not ok to treat them as little sensual or erotic beings, or to engage in any kind of consensual behavior which might tend to affirm sexuality or decouple it from shame. if we could only do this i think that sex could and would take it's rightful place as the best part of being alive.
i would write like this more except for the fact that i know even sharing such thoughts in a public domain could potentially land me in trouble with some 'authority', or even some 'private' indvidual or group that finds them offensive or dangerous and might seek to harm or harass me for doing so.
am i being paranoid? perhaps. but this is dystopia, and in dystopia, paranoia might not destroy ya, it might protect ya.
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i masturbate as often as i can now, and have done so for over 30 years, ever since i overcame the shame i'd been taught and learned that besides feeling good, it was overall beneficial. able to do so since i've almost always lived alone over that time, and had very little social life, so i was usually alone, no one around to stop or inhibit me.
no partner sex. would love to have partner(s). can't. too socially awkward. too inhibited around attractive women who aren't openly sex positive or available for a price (and nice). too sensitive about being rejected, too fearful of it, too expecting it to happen. if not for this and prostitution prohibition i would be having lots of partner sex in lieu of masturbation. either way, it's something i engage in because i find it highly pleasurable and fulfilling. i don't consider it a harmful addiction. quite the contrary. and when i say i do it as often as i can, this does not imply that i indulge foolishly. only when i'm in the mood and able, which thanks to my advancing age sadly isn't that often anymore.
i'm very resentful and unhappy about having (had) my life greatly diminished. never could live fully or fulfillingly. never anything i could do about it. an absurd cruel existence, never ending angst, frustrated desire to live more authentically. frustrated even by not having anyone to share being frustrated with.
sheeple are flocked up. lots of abusive relationships. lots of women who unconsciously or consciously are attracted to abusive men, perhaps because they come across as 'bad' and 'bad boys' are more attractive than nice men, who tend to be meek and more passive.
when it comes to eros, this is truly a dystopian world. can't forget this quote, which i haven't used lately:
'it is no sign of health to be well adjusted to a profoundly sick society' -krishnamurti
is it possible we're terrible people?
"is it possible we're terrible people?"is i -homer simpson (lol)
harsh truths are suppressed in dystopia. the terribleness of war. and all the suppressed history of things like lynchings and police brutality and abuse of power (what gets in the media is unavoidable and just the tip of the proverbial iceberg). i could go on and on. what's the use? most don't care and the few who do r powerless like me. i digress.
of course homer simpson is a cartoon character and just about everything he says is unintentionally hilarious, ironic, and occasionally a suppressed harsh truth. considering human history. especially suppressed history, it's hard not to conclude that humans in general tend to be terrible. ignorant bigoted violent deceitful corrupt and on and on. capitalism is an insane and corrupt economic system that rewards sociopaths, enriches and empowers them to rule over us. control and exploit those of us who aren't insane sociopaths hell bent on turning a living planet into a dead pile of money by cruelly exploiting everything they can, including those of us, proles, who aren't like them.
evolution is blind. look at how it produced us, this ecological cancer called civilization. this 'intelligent' species that out of ignorance and corruption and indifference (i'm indifferent!) is ensuring it will soon go extinct.
nobody wants to discuss or acknowledge this, which to me is just another manifestation of how we're terrible.
my social skills r abysmal but that shouldn't matter if my message is factual and vitally important, no one wants to hear it. it's disrespected, disliked, unappreciated.
anyhow, when i heard homer say that, i thought it was terribly funny and also terribly true. homer was just referring to himself and a couple of drinking buddies when he asked that question, but it's easy to imagine it applying to us all. it certainly does to me, too often.
i'm frustrated that nobody wants to read this blog but also perversely comforted by it. for if i had a following, i don't know where i'd lead them. i am powerless, have no control over fate, including that of myself. which is hardly comforting or reassuring. i think this applies to us all, for we're all limited, flawed, vulnerable, and mortal. surely nature will have it's way with us all, for nature is god.
Wednesday, October 23, 2024
lunatic societies
food for thought and perhaps discussion?
the behavior of the state of israel is insane and it's society is insane according to norman finkelstein. i agree with him and go further in stating that israel's main sponsor, defender, and arms supplier, the usa, is insane. the fact that nearly 99% of the american electorate regularly supports political candidates and parties which are stalwartly zionist strongly suggests that american society is also insane. over my lifetime i've come to the conclusion that practically all aspects of american culture are insane, which may be a natural consequence of having placed dogmatic faith and 'morality' upon a privileged pedestal, among other things.
i submit these 2 very short videos in support of at least the proposition that israeli society is insane, and should in no way be supported or encouraged.
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